Dr Joe Dispenza, the Mystical, and my greatest understanding of Infinity

I'm lying down.

An incredible blue vine shoots out of my Heart. It was the purest of whitest light with an outline of electric blue.

At my feet were 3 Shamans doing ceremony. 

A head Shaman standing there hovering over my body. It looked like he was keep guard. He was hooded and I couldn't really see what he looked like.

The Black Madonna came. I felt this warmth in my Heart. She was familiar and now I felt safe in what was a very unknown experience.

Except I could feel something was different. 

I could feel something was about to change.

The Black Madonna then said to me; "I need you to rest child."

I thought that was bizarre. I am resting. I'm lying on the floor. 

It was as though she could read my thoughts and then she responded with; "I need you to really rest."

The version of rest she was referring to was "Rest in Peace". 

She was inviting me to die.

At that moment, I could feel all my attachments. My fears. My worries. The identity that I didn't know that I didn't know that I was clinging too....

I looked at her and was shocked. "Why are you telling me to die?!" I thought. 

She then softly said, "It's Free Will. Your choice. I thought your intention to come here was to understand Infinity. Stick to the old - and you will stay the same. Release who you think you are - and I will show you, Infinity."

Every flashed before me. My children. John. My life. All that I "collapsed" as my identity.

I then said... "I surrender... I'm ready to understand Infinity."

Right then, the blue vine shoots back down from the atmosphere, comes right back through my Heart and then creates a vine system throughout my body. 

That was the very first meditation at Dr Joe Dispenza's Advanced Retreat Infinite Doors. 

My learning of Infinity from this meditation is this.

What is true - cannot die. All that dies is false. If the truth of who we are is Love, and Love is infinite - than anything that is an illusion of who we are, must die, must be released, must be perished if we were committed to living from our truth - which is an expression of Love.

So often in our relationships, in our parenting, we feel "stuck". We feel compromised, we feel jaded, we feel that there is no other way or that whatever we're doing - there is no point.

That's the false sense of self. That's the IDENTITY at play.

If we truly believe in Infinite potential, and the truth of who we are is Love - we will know IN OUR HEART and BY HEART that we have access to infinite intelligence and wisdom that makes ALL THINGS POSSIBLE. 

So much of our "humanity" that's based in survival is addicted to how limited we are, how hard it is, and how dire it is.

And I get it. It feels real. And it is "real" for that moment in time.

HOWEVER - what is NOT real is that there is no way out and that it is permanent. Nothing is permanent.

It is all transitory, impermanent - and this too shall pass.

In having a deeper relationship with the Infinite part of you, an opening to see a brand new view of life, a brand new possibility, a doorway out will be shown. The caveat - an old part of you must die.

The new can only come through once we are ready to surrender the old parts of ourselves....and understand that what we're really releasing isn't who we are. 

And the more we release what is NOT us, the more we recognise and live from the infinite part of ourselves.

On April 12th I am running a very special Masterclass for my clients that I'm opening up to the public on my learnings and experience from this profound Spiritual retreat.

It will be based around my deepest understanding of Infinity through the experiences I received at Dr Joe Dispenza's retreat and applying it to our relationships, parenting, and our connection with Self.

If this is something of interest to you, register here:

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I believe what gets us stuck, what gets us into trouble, what has us binded in Fear is forgetting who we are, and the truth of who we are.

Love. 

Love is truth. And Love is INFINITE. And if we understand and know it by Heart that who we are is Love, and Love is Infinite - we will never go through life with "Finite" thinking, actions, and beliefs. 

I can't wait to serve you and share my deepest understanding and the greatest truth that I received about Love, Divinity, and Infinity.  

Sending love,

Yummii xx